http://PayPal.me/ajmahariyoutube How To Donate & support my work on this channel
I tell a bit of my story of how I had gone no contact from my Borderline/Narcissist parents 7 years prior to my father dying and what was happening in my life and how I was doing and how it felt when I found out that my borderline/narcissist/sociopath father had died. Whether you, as an adult child of a Cluster B personality disordered parent will feel grief or relief depends upon whether or not you’ve done your work, sought and worked through your healing. I had done that and I had gone no contact for the last almost 7 years of my life. Then I don’t find out he had died until 8 months after he actually died. The point of this video and what I share is to help you to know you can heal and recover from the Narcissistic Sadistic (in my case) abuse of a Cluster B parent so that when they die, well, it’s not the first death really. The first death my father died to me was really when he abused me in every way possible as a child, a teen, and a young adult. When we have done the work and let it go we can feel such relief when they die, even if a bit sad. I found it sad, a bit sad, is all I could truly muster. If you don’t do the work, though, they can haunt and hurt you from beyond because you are allowing them to.